January 2012
my-bike-is-better:
When yer better. Fer now, ya gotta rest. Got it?
[sighs] Fine…
my-bike-is-better:
nitanjuu:
my-bike-is-better:
s’ok, Ni. I told ya don’t gotta ‘pologize. -smiles very faintly and moves some hair out of Ni’s face- i’m just glad yer gettin better…
Hows Lana handling this…?
-frowns- She’s…handlin it. -not sure how to tell him that him that Lana isn’t really speaking with him right now-
I should talk to her…
my-bike-is-better:
s’ok, Ni. I told ya don’t gotta ‘pologize. -smiles very faintly and moves some hair out of Ni’s face- i’m just glad yer gettin better…
Hows Lana handling this…?
my-bike-is-better:
nitanjuu:
my-bike-is-better:
-shocked, but kisses him back, forcing himself to be very gentle-
[lets the feel of Rod’s lips comfort him, relaxes finally]
-smiles very faintly and continues to kiss him gently, having missed doing so, so much-
I love you Rod… I’m sorry I’ve been like this… I know it was hard for you too…
my-bike-is-better:
-shocked, but kisses him back, forcing himself to be very gentle-
[lets the feel of Rod’s lips comfort him, relaxes finally]
my-bike-is-better:
nitanjuu:
my-bike-is-better:
-freezes for a moment, unsure of what to make of this, but realizes Ni’s just nuzzling him and relaxes, laying against him, enjoying the moment-
Sorry..
No need ta be ‘orry. S’ok. Ya ‘ust need ta get better.
[hesitates but kisses him]
my-bike-is-better:
-freezes for a moment, unsure of what to make of this, but realizes Ni’s just nuzzling him and relaxes, laying against him, enjoying the moment-
Sorry..
my-bike-is-better:
nitanjuu:
my-bike-is-better:
-sighs- Ya know what the company would do. Anythin said like that could be reason fer offin ya. Ya gotta watch what ya say
[grumbles, rolls over to face away from him]
-frowns and gives another faint sigh- …I ‘ust don’t wanna see ya executed….-small pause-
I’ll…leave ya ta get some rest then…-feels like he made Ni upset and doesn’t want...
my-bike-is-better:
-sighs- Ya know what the company would do. Anythin said like that could be reason fer offin ya. Ya gotta watch what ya say
[grumbles, rolls over to face away from him]
my-bike-is-better:
nitanjuu:
my-bike-is-better:
-nods faintly- Maybe till yer better…-frowns- But ya know the company won’t let us relocate.
Fuck the company. [growls a little and sits up] They’ve done nothin’ t’ help me…
-eyebrows draw together as he gently pushes ni back down- Don’t say sucha thing. Who the hell know who could hear ya?
[growls again but shuts up]
my-bike-is-better:
-nods faintly- Maybe till yer better…-frowns- But ya know the company won’t let us relocate.
Fuck the company. [growls a little and sits up] They’ve done nothin’ t’ help me…
my-bike-is-better:
nitanjuu:
my-bike-is-better:
-a faints smile touches his lips as he gives Ni’s hand a tight squeeze- I love ya too
[smiles a little]
-wonders if he should give Ni a kiss, but hesitates, not knowing if he’s well enough yet. Instead gives him a very light one on his forehead. Glad that Ni seems to be getting better, but who the hell even knows anymore? Feels somewhat...
my-bike-is-better:
-a faints smile touches his lips as he gives Ni’s hand a tight squeeze- I love ya too
[smiles a little]
my-bike-is-better:
nitanjuu:
my-bike-is-better:
-looks a bit surprised but nods, staying where he is- If that’s what ya want…
Mn… It’s easier to not think of him when you’re here…
-nods again- I’ll stay…-slips his hand into Ni’s, and lifts it to his lips, plants a kiss on it-
I love you…[first time he’s said it in a while]
my-bike-is-better:
-looks a bit surprised but nods, staying where he is- If that’s what ya want…
Mn… It’s easier to not think of him when you’re here…
my-bike-is-better:
nitanjuu:
my-bike-is-better:
-frowns, continuing to brush Ni’s bangs with his fingers- Ya don’t gotta worry ‘bout that now. Just ‘lax, kay? I gotcha.
[nods] …
-gives a small sigh, and stops combing Ni’s bangs- I’ll let ya get some rest. -kisses him softly on the forehead- ‘night, Ni.
[grabs his arm] Don’t go…
my-bike-is-better:
-frowns, continuing to brush Ni’s bangs with his fingers- Ya don’t gotta worry ‘bout that now. Just ‘lax, kay? I gotcha.
[nods] …
my-bike-is-better:
nitanjuu:
my-bike-is-better:
-tighten his arm around Ni’s waist, hoping the pressure will keep him from slipping out of reality again- He’s not gonna hurt ya ever again.
[lays in the bed when they get there and nods]
-runs his fingers through Ni’s bangs, sitting next to him on the bed- Just ‘lax, kay?
I wish I hadn’t created that wall… the one that caused...
my-bike-is-better:
-tighten his arm around Ni’s waist, hoping the pressure will keep him from slipping out of reality again- He’s not gonna hurt ya ever again.
[lays in the bed when they get there and nods]
1 tag
Niimun: Mogs have moms.
Rodmun: Your mom's a mom.
Cidmun & Niimun: ...What?
Rodmun: I don't know..! -laughing-
Niimun: I love you, Rod.
my-bike-is-better:
nitanjuu:
my-bike-is-better:
-nods, holding him close- Let’s get ya ta bed…
[stands shakily, leaning against him.] I… was back at the mansion… actually it was the first time I killed someone… I was 10…
-winces slightly at the thought, sliding an arm around Ni’s waist, helping support him as they start off to the bedroom- It’s in the past…it can’t hurt ya anymore, Ni....
my-bike-is-better:
-nods, holding him close- Let’s get ya ta bed…
[stands shakily, leaning against him.] I… was back at the mansion… actually it was the first time I killed someone… I was 10…
my-bike-is-better:
nitanjuu:
my-bike-is-better:
-looks at Ni confused- Ni…ya need ta come back ta reality now…
[blinks a few times] Rod…?
-gives a deep sigh of relief and wraps his arms around Ni, holding him close. It seemed these episodes got longer and longer and it was harder to get Ni out of them. Would he just not wake up one day…? The thought scared him-
S-Sorry… I did it...
my-bike-is-better:
-looks at Ni confused- Ni…ya need ta come back ta reality now…
[blinks a few times] Rod…?
my-bike-is-better:
nitanjuu:
my-bike-is-better:
-puts a hand on his cheek, caressing it- Let’s get ya back ta bed then…
D-don’t make me do it… [whimpers like a child]
-frowns, confused- Ni…if ya aren’t feelin well, ya should go ta bed…
I don’t want to kill her…
my-bike-is-better:
-puts a hand on his cheek, caressing it- Let’s get ya back ta bed then…
D-don’t make me do it… [whimpers like a child]
my-bike-is-better:
nitanjuu:
my-bike-is-better:
-frowns, and looks over at the kids.- bedtime. -with the kids gone, Rod sits down next to Ni, taking his hand with his own- Ni…do ya know where ya are?
[glances around, eyes seeming almost distant, like he wasn’t currently there] At the mansion…
-sighs softly- No. Yer at home. With me. -squeezes Ni’s hand tightly- Come on back, will ya?
...
my-bike-is-better:
-frowns, and looks over at the kids.- bedtime. -with the kids gone, Rod sits down next to Ni, taking his hand with his own- Ni…do ya know where ya are?
[glances around, eyes seeming almost distant, like he wasn’t currently there] At the mansion…
my-bike-is-better:
nitanjuu:
my-bike-is-better:
-makes sure all the fixings are on the table for Ni and the kids and immediately starts on the dishes, skipping dinner, again.-
[frowns, taking only small bites of his food, suddenly feels light headed. Drops the fork putting a hand to his head]
-hears the fork drop and looks over at Ni, over at his side in an instant- Ni?
Who…?
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nitanjuu started following you
lostwhitequeen:
nitanjuu:
lostwhitequeen:
((Thank you for the follow, also!))
“Another Turk, my I’m popular”
Ni nodded his head, giving her a slight bow. “Of course My lady.”
“Is there something I can do for you?”
“No, I should be asking that of you actually. Forgive me for not asking sooner.”
my-bike-is-better:
-makes sure all the fixings are on the table for Ni and the kids and immediately starts on the dishes, skipping dinner, again.-
[frowns, taking only small bites of his food, suddenly feels light headed. Drops the fork putting a hand to his head]
nitanjuu started following you
lostwhitequeen:
((Thank you for the follow, also!))
“Another Turk, my I’m popular”
Ni nodded his head, giving her a slight bow. “Of course My lady.”
my-bike-is-better:
-goes over to the stove and makes them both a plate of just barely not burnt pancakes. Since it was the only other thing was trying to learn how to make and was somewhat good at- Like I said, not the best but…
It’s perfect… [mumbles slightly under his breath. Stares at the food for a moment, feeling slightly bad that Rod has to go through all this trouble just...
my-bike-is-better:
nitanjuu:
my-bike-is-better:
nitanjuu:
Mn…
Ni? -peeks his head out of the kitchen- Dinner’s ready if ya want it.
[blinks, runs a hand through his hair, eyes narrow in slight confusion] You made dinner…?
Tried ta. Not as great as ya make ‘em but -shrugs. Now that Ni’s emotional condition was kinda shaky, Rod had been trying to do everything he could to help out,...
my-bike-is-better:
nitanjuu:
Mn…
Ni? -peeks his head out of the kitchen- Dinner’s ready if ya want it.
[blinks, runs a hand through his hair, eyes narrow in slight confusion] You made dinner…?
Mn…
